 From Hubris to Humility: My Camino of Grit, Gratitude, and Fried Eggs
In mid-March, my friend Kevin in the Island of Ireland invited me to join his group to do the short trail (115 km from Sarria to Santiago – the most popular stretch of the 800 km Camino Frances, a pilgrimage that started in the 8th century) I launched into my training with an almost zealous dedication. By mid-July, I had logged an impressive 600+ miles, my confidence soaring. I felt invincible, ready to conquer the 75+ miles from Sarria to Santiago, and then some. This, I thought, would be another notch on my belt of endurance achievements – just like my marathons and 100-mile bike rides (which was actually 20 years ago). Oh, how quickly hubris can meet its match. The Hubris and the Hurdle It started subtly in early July, a familiar twinge in my right knee, the kind I had usually associate with biking. But this pain escalated. Rapidly. I found myself sidelined with patellar tendonitis, benched from training until mid-August. The thought of canceling my trip was unbearable. My yoga coach Ms. Joy and chiropractor Dr Kent became my guiding lights, offering advice that would prove invaluable. In my darkest moments, I even considered the "pilgrim's taxi" – a path some take, but one I desperately hoped to avoid. It was during this period of uncertainty that a quiet, unwavering belief began to surface, an acceptance of help from unexpected sources, whether it was the Hindu God Hanuman, Archangel Gabriel, or the loving energy of my departed parents and sister. A self-confessed atheist, I simply welcomed these interventions, finding strength in the inexplicable. Lessons of the Trail: More Than Just Miles The Camino, I quickly learned, was unlike any endurance event I'd tackled before. My injury, initially a curse, became a catalyst. It forced me to listen to my body, to embrace a different kind of strength, and to find profound lessons in simplicity. The Mind-Body Miracle: There were days the path was relentlessly hilly, and the downhills were pure torture for my knee. Fortunately, my trusty hiking sticks became extensions of myself, minimizing the agony. Yet, even as my body ached, my mind often found a state of bliss and calmness. Years of meditation training had taught me to observe the pain, not be consumed by it. The endorphins certainly kicked in, but it was more than just a chemical rush. It was the sheer beauty of the landscape, the miracle of putting one foot in front of the other, and the humbling sight of other pilgrims – many walking with far greater physical challenges – that inspired me. Their resilience was a constant, gentle push forward. The Power of Simple Sustenance: I had a profound revelation about food. On the Camino, I ate just two meals a day: a simple breakfast of two fried eggs and bread, or a hearty Spanish tortilla (an egg and potato omelet). Late Lunch, after the day’s walk, was often a pasta dish with salad. My indulgences were a daily glass of red wine and an ice cream bar. And I was never ravenously hungry. The realization hit me: we often overeat, primarily for pleasure, not for true nourishment. My body, despite the physical demands, felt adequately fueled. It was a lesson in mindful consumption that I carry with me. Solitude and the Global Village: One of the most beautiful contradictions of the Camino was the profound solitude I found amidst a constant stream of humanity. Walking for hours, chanting Hanuman Chalisa and other Hindu prayers, I connected with myself in a way modern life rarely allows. Yet, at every stop, in every town, I met people from every corner of the globe: Australia, Japan, South Korea, Taiwan, Hong Kong, the USA, Argentina, Uruguay, Mexico, Ireland, Belgium, Germany, and of course, countless Spaniards. We were a temporary global village, sharing stories, laughter, and support. Seeing seniors carrying 15-20 lb rucksacks, tackling the full 800km over three months, was incredibly humbling. It also shattered my misconception that biking this hilly route would be "easy." The Miracle Walk: A Test of Spirit The biggest misconception I carried into the Camino was the sheer amount of hills. I’d thought the initial section - the French Pyrenees section was the ultimate challenge, but the climbs and descents on my chosen route were relentless. If I ever do this again, hill work will be paramount in my training. My team, Kevin and Lawrence, were my anchors. They, along with their Irish contingent, checked on me constantly, their camaraderie a warm blanket against the physical and mental strain. They were a fantastic group to share stories with at the end of each long day. Training with a group, I realized, is as vital as the physical preparation. I am also grateful to my Chicago Camino Group, a combination of newbies and veteran hikers who welcomed me to join their training sessions. The Final Miles and The Arrival The last day was the most challenging. The rain was persistent, a cold, damp blanket that seeped into my bones. Just 7 kilometers from Santiago, a familiar voice of doubt whispered, urging me to give up. But then, as if by magic, the rain would break, and the sun would peek through, illuminating the ancient path. It was a cycle of struggle and grace, a powerful metaphor for the entire journey. My fellow travelers rallied, their quiet encouragement a steady current carrying me forward. And then, there it was: the magnificent Cathedral of Santiago de Compostela. My friend Kevin, ever thoughtful, had secured me a prime seat for the Pilgrim's service. Watching the Botafumeiro, the giant thurible, swing majestically through the cathedral, cleansing the air as it has for centuries for weary pilgrims, was as awe-inspiring as I had ever dreamed. It wasn't an achievement I witnessed, but an arrival. A profound sense of gratitude, joy, and humility washed over me, far surpassing any initial expectations of "success." Beyond the Finish Line: True Rewards of the Camino This Camino was fundamentally different from my other endurance events. The absence of relentless competition, the forced slowness, allowed for a deeper connection. A wall sign I encountered perfectly encapsulated the spirit: "Jesús no necesita sellos" – Jesus does not require seals. It was a gentle reminder that external recognition, like collecting stamps in a pilgrim's passport, wasn't the point. I felt no need for such validation. The pain and struggles didn't diminish the experience; they defined it. Success on the Camino wasn't about conquering miles or proving my strength. It was about slowing down, taking time to smell the roses, engaging in deep conversations with strangers, and savoring every simple meal. It was about recognizing the incredible resilience of the human spirit, both my own and that of those around me. My journey on the Camino was a miracle. To complete over 75 miles/ 6 days of walking with a persistent injury, and then another 15 miles exploring Madrid in the days that followed, felt like a true testament to the body’s capacity for healing and the spirit's power to transcend. It taught me that even in physical pain, we can exist in a state of bliss and calmness, that our bodies are capable of far more than we imagine, and that sometimes, the greatest lessons are found when we let go of control and simply walk.
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